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Friday, September 03, 2004

wahhh. sooo sinful. i haf been spending money like drinking water. on nonsensical stuff. which is terrible. badd. sinful. everything. hen bu dui lehs! =\ tt daee. tchers ade holi. in one hourr. i spend like $20. haa. on stupid things larhs.buycard for myselff. haaa. stickin it on my walls. to motivate myself. bahhh. toot lahs. but nvm. i hope it helps thou. and oh. i bought a pencil case. haaaz. so cutee!!! but the other design oso very cute. the words were more meaninful compared to the one i bought. butt. nvm. mine the picture cuterr.!! i wanted to buy both? nvm. i am madd lerr. so spenthrift nowadaes. conform to the trend arhh. to relieve stresss. weirdd.
orite. ydae's chem pract marks the start of my prelims. ohh well. i sort of screw it up. it was realli badd. my pale yellow wasnt pale enough? wadeva it iss. it's over. and my answer differ sooooo much from others!! hen nan guo lohss. realli so devastatedd. from the meeting place to school hall. i din even haf the mood to talk. too sad liaooo. =( ( jus hope for the best. oh talking abt hope. todae's english, i wrote -hope- for compo. ah. expository essayy. was totalli incoherent. and the passage dont realli link? duno larhs. my english is realli that badd. tried to improve liao. butt still ahhhs. hope. hope. hope. how would i noee? i was crappinggg. crappinggg and still crappingg. ha. i hope tt the marker will like my essay. i hope for a B for english. ha. wad nonsense. maybe this is the detrimental effect of hanging out too much with cheoongg. she is so talkkativee. owaes distact me from work. but nvm. i shall jus ignore her. let her talk to herselff. wad a great solution! haa. butt nowadaes. duno is the weather or isit me. i haf been v tempremental?! okays. it's me. i shouldnt blame on the weather. change!! cannot be soo mean.. haa. mus happyy. but i seriously think that it's stress? i am paraniodd. over the silliest thing on earth. nvm. i shant be defeated. at least not so easily. mus study hardd. holidaes comingg. i scare i holidae mood. haaaz. no cannot!!! musss jiayouu. ha. i wont allow the motivation to wane. conttinue workingg. press on. bleh.

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